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let it roll, baby, roll... [Feb. 1st, 2006|09:36 pm]
[mood |flirtyflirty *wink wink*]
[music |Mississippi Queen [she taught me EVERYTHING...]]

Hello, My Name Is: ZEPHYR

and i'm back from the dead.

shocked? i bet. i am.

recent developments:
- more scholarship work
- art internship at 4C's
- new car soon to come. funeral for old one sooner to come.
- band broke up. not much else to say. "creative differences"
- did i mention EMILY?

Pulp Fiction is amazing. so is The Lost Boys. as always.

it has been the best fucking week in a long long time.

good to be back. &hearts
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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2005|08:53 pm]
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |Schism // Tool]

it's good to have a long conversation with someone you haven't seen in a while. especially if that conversation carries on for over 4 hours consecutively.

it feels good to be back.

i'm updating because i'm really just interested in seeing who still reads this...

just kidding :)

p.s. full scholarship to Montserrat. touché
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i'm such an emo-boy deep down... [Aug. 29th, 2005|11:34 pm]
[music |Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band]

NAME -- Goo Goo Dolls

And even though the moment's passed me by
I still cant turn away
'Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Get tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost and thrown away

And now we've grown up orphans I never knew their names
We dont belong to no one thats a shame
You could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name..
And I won't tell em your name

The scars are souvenirs you'll never lose
The past is never far
And did you lose yourself somewhere out there?
Did you get to be a star?
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are?

You grew up way too fast
Now there's nothing to believe
And re-runs all become our history
A tired song keeps playin on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name...
And I won't tell em your name
I won't tell em your name...I won't tell em your name

I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same...
It's lonely where you are, come back down
And I won't tell em your name...

don't ever think that you're anything less than beautiful; anyone who tells you otherwise is a moron. you are the most beautiful woman i have ever met, and the way i feel about you has not and will not change.

i've stopped caring that i spend almost every entry talking about you; i think about you constantly, i can never get you off my mind. i've never felt this way about anyone before, ever in my entire life.

i want you to know that i will always be here with a smile or a hug whenever you need me. i don't care if your problems center around someone else, i will always be here.

it's a beautiful thing that you can come to me whenever you feel sad; it's a beautiful thing to know that you trust me so deeply. it's a beautiful thing...but not as beautiful as you.

you know who you are. and you know that i am absolutely 100% undeniably head-over-heels in love with everything about you.

but i love you isn't even enough; i'm just too lost for words...<3
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2005|04:14 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Tribute // Tenacious D]

happy late birthday, emily.

sorry we couldn't be at your bonfire, we all felt like shit for hours afterwards.

hope it was rockin'

in other news, i am an officially liscenced driver of the state of Massachusetts. because i'm a lazy fuck who didn't feel like getting his liscence until the end of the summer.

good news: a bunch of my poems were accepted to at a publishing company and will be part of an teen anthology to be printed next March. bitchin'

i'm sending some love out to emily, an amazing, beautiful young woman who has changed my life in ways few ever have. i love her more than words can express. and i'm always here for her.

i miss you all. keep in touch
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2005|11:52 pm]
[mood |impressedshe's so amazing...]
[music |Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band]

emily's open mic was amazing; tourists are fucking jackasses.

sorry i didn't get to meet you, lenora; i only stayed for emily's performance then left.

next time, all of you need to go so i can meet you!!

emily, you're amazing. i love you :)
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2005|12:08 am]
[mood |busybusy]
[music |Wayward Son // Kansas]

i was hit on today in provincetown by some guy who looked like mick jagger...

i hope this isn't an omen...


that is all
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wow; zephyr is actually alive [Jul. 8th, 2005|10:13 pm]
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |Touch Me - The Doors]

yes, my faithful audience, Zephyr the Mysterioso is still alive.

there's a good reason i haven't updated in so long, really there is...and i'll let you know as soon as i think of it. :)

in recent news:
- dad and i went up to visit Montserrat a few weeks ago; the campus is beautiful, and the people are amazing. i can't wait to start next year.

- finally got my ass fired from the landscaping company. wanna know why? because my boss's girlfriend neededd a job, and i apparently was dispensable. thanks, man, that's a real ego boost.

- george thorogood at the melody tent; hellz yeah ;)

- Los Bastardes is officially in search of a drummer; any takers?

- thanks to Emily, i am now obsessing over Rage Against The Machine. not even any song in particular, just the band in general. they're somewhere up there with Mr. Morrison himself now, but not quite. that space can never be quite filled.

speaking of emily, i've just returned from an excursion to her house. god, trying to drag my sloth of a car from yarmouth to brewster is a bit of a hassle...
there was a lot of talking, cuddling, candle/insence burning, pasta making, and puddle-jumping involved. we got a tad lost on our walk around the street, but not for lack of trying. actually, getting lost on a street at night while it's raining can be quite the romantic occasion...especially when you're with someone like emily, who has to jump in every available puddle ;)

sometimes i really hate being here in yarmouth; i feel so disconnected from her, especially when she needs me. there are times i wish i could just get up and move my ass to brewster or somewhere nearby, and thus avoid the hassles of driving. it's all worth it in the end, though. :)

i don't think i've ever really loved someone the way i love her. god, how many entries do i spend talking about her? i'm sure you all know what an amazing person she is anyway. i feel like a mushy, love-sick puppy...it's actually not so dispicable. :)

emily, i'm glad my presence helps make you feel better...
i'm always here for you babe.

love, zephyr

it feels good to be back, and (somewhat) alive... :)
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with no direction home... [Jun. 12th, 2005|05:52 pm]
[mood |quixoticquixotic...what a cool word]
[music |Maggie's Farm - Bob Dylan]

LiveJournal is a bitch.

even when i finally get around to updating, i feel like a whore for not doing it.


it must be something about summer that makes people depressed; i hate seeing when people i love are depressed. life is too short and too fragile to spend it worrying about the little things. everyone should enjoy every moment they are alive; life is a precious gift, and don't any of you forget it!!

alright, done with my feel-good philosophy moment, so i can go back to being LiveJournal's faithful whore. :)

maybe someday i'll get around to actually fixing my computer...maybe being the operative word :)
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Oppose eliminating the filibuster [May. 21st, 2005|09:02 pm]
[mood |frustratedmy head is going to explode...]

Add To List of Things To Do:
- find a new job
- update journal more than once a month
- fix car...moreover, get new car
- buy some new clothes...the old ones smell
- find vocal mike stand
- get an actual social life

the radio show was fucking awesome; hardly anyone there, but awesome all the same.

i had a really kinky dream about jim morrison last night...distracted all day during work because of it.

Montserrat gave me a full scholarship; i'm going to college TUITION FREE. how fucking awesome is that?

i got the best compliment today: some 20-something chick who was at our last show told me i was channelling jim morrison "like whoa". i dunno what it could have been; the fact that we were playing doors songs, i was in my classic morrison-esque garb, or maybe that i was so fucking blazed that i was rolling around the stage floor during "Macedonia"...i seriously don't know what she was thinking *rolls eyes*

...i'm sorry, now i feel really pretentious and cocky...bah, i'm getting rather good at that.

anyway, even if i seem a bit odd lately, i'm really okay...just tense about a few things.

but the four-disc dvd box set of 20th Century Fox comes out in a couple months, so i have no reason to be sad :)
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2005|07:47 pm]
[music |it's the MOJO RISIN...]

haven't updated in a while; been ridiculously lazy, as usual.

california suck, as usual. the only good part is all the nifty libraries near mom's office.


note to self: never move to california under any circumstances.

the radio show is in three weeks...dear god, we're going to suck. o.0


yes...not much else is new, i don't think.

emily says i should transfer to nauset...emmm, i have no idea. never been to a real school before, i'll probably be shunned. but i can have fun messing with all the administrators *plots devious plans*

probably not going to; i've made it pretty far without a public school to bug the shit out of me, why start now? ah well, there's always next year, if i get that desperate...

but i don't know anyone at nauset except for emily!!!!!!
this may pose a bit of a problem...

screw it, some of us need to sleep...

goodnight, all...

*if you're happy and you know it, clap your hands*
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